madame_harker | 5. Entry

Private//Hackable
The nightmares were more vivid last night then they have been in quite sometime. ~~...tainted...unclean...~~ It was like it was happening all over again. At times I can swear that I still taste his blood...and I can still hear his voice in my mind...calling to me.

They should have killed me. Why did the professor let me live knowing that the taint had not been washed away? It's only a matter of time before I lose myself completely. I cannot keep up this farce of humanity for much longer. Living as a human doesn't make me one. Though I try to contain my evil it is still there...taunting me. No amount of pretending can erase what I truly am.

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I know you wanted to meet over the weekend but since the City had other plans for us this past weekend, shall we try again? Hopefully our next meeting will be without a City curse.

[She was affected by Cori's nightmares powers. She basically fears becoming just like Dracula as the years go on and she doesn't age. And she is learning more about coding so this entry is hackable but it is a little harder then her last private entry.]

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